Saturday, August 24, 2024

Crappy memories from my marriage, Memories I thought were good but turned out to have a Sinister undertone looking back , And subtle emotional abuse

 Ted would never let me get ahead in life . He stomped on every single one of my dreams . 

The day we picked up my diamond, And he purposely made a comment to Riley about how I didn't care about people because because all diamonds are mined unethically 


He let me marry him believing he wanted more children , Then years later told me he never wanted more children . 


Let's not forget the way he cheated on me , lied to me, Betrayed me, And laugh at My Pain . 


How about the night he told me he couldn't live without what's her face and that losing her would destroy him . 


How about the time you told me I should jump on the railroad tracks 


The night I tried to jump in front of a moving truck and he didn't stop me 


All the little sneaking and lying for no apparent reason 


he told me he didn't believe I could ever accomplish anything 


The moment I realized that he would always need to look down on me 


What happened to Medical school? 


He purposely left his pornography on my computer the day I went to test into buds , knowing it would upset me . 


He chose pornography over me Time After Time , Letting me feel ugly and undesirable 


Every time we tried to get ready for a family vacation , he would spend at least one day making everyone's life miserable and threatening not to go 


When we finally did get our s*** together and leave on vacation , he would say things like , goodbye house, I hope you don't burn down! Which of course just set a nasty tone for the rest of the trip . 


He hated my house and did everything he could to ruin it 


He spent all our money so that I could never get away 


He isolated me bit by bit 


He forced me to choose between him and Riley , and between him and the dogs . Guess who won both times ?