Wednesday, July 15, 2026
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Threshold blessing
Sunday, July 12, 2026
the great silence in Irish history
Friday, July 10, 2026
Tuesday, July 7, 2026
Black Oak Bayou at LaSalle
Nature Journal – Bayou Walk
I finally made it to the woods. I meant to come out a lot earlier, but by the time I woke up and got moving, it was already as hot as it was going to be for the day. I'm already hot and tired, and the dogs are already hot, and I felt like this was not going to be a fun trip. Less than satisfactory, I guess.
I opted to take a different path because I wanted to stay out of the sun, but the mosquitoes were terrible. I rounded them up and got back in the car, and we drove down the road to the bayou. It's not as sunny, but it's also not super shady, and I was hoping there would be enough bird predation to keep the mosquitoes down.
Right now I'm sitting in the car just enjoying the fact that there's actually a breeze here, which is nice. I already saw a bunch of great blue herons and some great egrets. I saw a goldfinch while we were driving, and I heard a mourning dove.
Walking along the bayou turned out to be a lot better. There's enough air movement to keep the mosquitoes down, and there's almost kind of a little breeze. The trade-off is that I have to watch and make sure the dogs don't jump in the river because Max has no sense. There are patches of shade mixed with the sun, and there's more grass and trees, so overall I think this is a better choice.
As soon as I got out of the car, I realized something smelled dead. It didn't take long to figure out why. There were dead fish everywhere along the shoreline—hundreds of them, with one every few feet. Even the little beach I wanted to go to was contaminated with dead fish.
The whole place has sort of a prehistoric or post-apocalyptic feel to it today.
I also saw a killdeer, a flock of about seven goldfinches, a sandhill crane, a double-crested cormorant, a box turtle, and a small family of what I think were geese, although they were so far away it was hard to tell. I found what looked like the remains of a recently hatched turtle nest in the sandy soil.
I was also thinking the oxygen problem is more likely the issue with those poor dead fish. They're mostly on the end closer to the boat launch. This year they pulled out all the water lilies in that area because they were getting unbearable.
I don't know what they did with all the vegetation. Since this is an area managed by professionals, specifically for fishing and hunting, I would think they would haul it up and throw it away somewhere. It doesn't make sense that they would leave it to rot if this is a predictable outcome.
Unfortunately, because of the heat, my underlying stress today, the dead fish incident, and the rest of it, this was a sadly unrestorative walk.
Wildlife List – Bayou Walk (July 8, 2026)
Birds
Great blue heron (multiple)
Great egret (multiple)
Sandhill crane
Double-crested cormorant
Killdeer
American goldfinch (flock of about seven)
Mourning dove (heard)
House finch (tentative)
Small family of probable geese (species uncertain)
Reptiles
Eastern box turtle
Evidence of a recently hatched turtle nest (species uncertain)
Other wildlife
Frogs (heard)
Notable observations
Large fish kill, concentrated near the boat launch, with hundreds of dead panfish along the shoreline.
Irish Prosperity Magic
What I Learned Today: Prosperity Magic
Laura O'Brien was talking about prosperity magic. She didn't give an actual spell this time, which she usually does, but instead talked about her own prosperity practice.
She has a little money bag that she occasionally picks up and shakes to stir up the money energy. I don't totally understand the backstory of it or how she originally set it up, but she said she got the bag for free somewhere. It was green and kind of cute, and it appealed to her. She would occasionally put coins into it, which makes sense as adding to the money energy.
One day she picked it up and discovered it had a hole in it, and money started falling out. She started panicking a little because she thought, "This is our money, this is our prosperity, and now look, it's all falling apart."
So she found another bag that she liked even better. It was bigger, golden-colored, and made of velvet. She said that just holding it, shaking it, and moving the money around was a much more sensory and satisfying experience.
Her first thought when she started using the new bag was, "Oh, this is so big. I'm never going to fill it." She used that as an example of how much of what holds us back in doing magic is our own self-doubt and those little voices in the back of our heads that tell us all the self-sabotaging things.
She also said that the energy comes from the experience of handling the bag.
She talked about having a small prosperity altar in her home office right beside her computer where she does her work. I wish she had shown it. She said everything on the altar represents abundance. She's not pursuing money for the sake of money so much as trying to create comfort, stability, and security for herself and her family so that she can then put her effort into doing good in the world.
She also said that whenever they have a slowdown in their income, the first thing they do is give something away. Then they start thinking about how to correct whatever is going wrong or how to improve their income.
One thing I noticed was that when she talked about her work, she described it as "putting things out into the world." When she talked about giving things away, she used exactly the same phrase. I took that to mean that what she's putting out into the world isn't just donating money. It's also creating free content and giving from what she already naturally lives in, which is her faith and her work with the school.